contrary to belief, the world isn't coming to an end
I've been wanting to talk to my brother all week. I tried calling a couple of times, but I never got a hold of him. He never called me back though. It was very not like us, to not talk to each other for a whole week. I finally got a hold of him tonight. Apparently, his cell phone is not working. Bummer!
Tonight I had a Christmas party for work. It was very nice, although the whole time I was there I was wishing I was home. I was really looking forward to it, but then I got there and didn't want to socialize.
And then I had a rude awakening this evening. I can be so mean sometimes. And it kills me. Even if I am, people still just welcome me with open arms. I don't get it. I feel so undeserving of them. I know none of us are perfect, we all have our weaknesses, etc, but I just don't feel like I deserve what I've been blessed with.
I really had a great day today. I was actually really happy. But tonight I had a reality check and realized so many things.
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