Growing up, I always wanted to be a teacher. Yet, here I am, 26 years old, doing technical support for an accounting software company. I never thought I'd say that. Mainly because accounting is what my dad does, and I didn't think I would do anything even semi-related to what he does. I thought I had life all figured out when I was younger, but clearly life doesn't always go the way you think it will.
Even though I am not Ms. Hogewoning to students at a school, I am okay with that. As I've gotten older, I've gained an even greater respect for teachers. I have watched many of my peers go through school, do their student teaching, and land jobs as teachers as schools all over the US. I admire them for the hard work, determination, patience, stress, and everything else they go through to have the title of Mr./Ms./Mrs. to a classroom full of students. All of that being said, I still love teaching, but for now, school is not for me, as a student or a teacher.
Since leaving BYU-I and student life in fall 2012, I have tried to decide what I want to do. I honestly don't know why it took me so long to figure it out. Actually I know exactly why. Because I always thought that going into the arts isn't exactly a reliable industry. I felt I needed to do something that we would always need, like teachers. That sounded like a safe, reliable, and stable career. Over the last few years, I have thought of many different things I might enjoy and/or be good at. I've contemplated a number of jobs/careers. But I always come back to one thing-photography.
Just a year ago, I thought that becoming a photographer would be something I would do in the distant future. It didn't seem like something I would do anytime soon. But once again, my plans changed. I immediately decided I would move to Utah and pursue photography since those are two things I've been wanting to do for quite some time.
I've lived in Utah for nine and a half months now, and I'm finally going to start building a photography business. This is my unofficial announcement of ChrisMarie Photography. (I say unofficial because I don't have a business license yet. And to me that seals the deal, but I know it won't be long before I have a license.) I'm excited to finally be doing something I love so much! I have lots of ideas, thoughts, and goals for the future. I've been blessed to have met some incredible photographers who have shared their wisdom and knowledge about exactly what I want to do. The greatest thing I've learned in the last nine months or so is that I can have the business I want and be the photographer I want to be. I think part of the reason I was never serious about photography when I was younger is because I assumed you had to fit some mold and be some certain kind of photographer. But I have recently learned that is not true. It has been liberating and motivating to know that I can do exactly what I want and chase my dreams.
While I was in San Diego for a wedding at the end of May, I did a few sessions. I just finished processing a session of one of my best friends, Catie, and her husband, Ty. I have posted my favorite images on my photography site. Here is the link to check them out: Catie & Ty. I hope you'll enjoy my work and follow me there! I'm excited to continue capturing moments and cherishing memories of those I know and others I've just met.
"Every time you're given a choice between disappointing someone else and disappointing yourself, your duty is to disappoint that someone else. Your job, throughout your entire life, is to disappoint as many people as it takes to avoid disappointing yourself." -Untamed by Glennon Doyle
Tuesday, June 9, 2015
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